I'm employed but not happy about it... I hate working...
What I love the most in the world is music. I make music and I listen to music. I LOVE MUSIC! My enthusiasm for music has been stifled due to mental illness and shit but it's still the first and last thing I think about. I love concerts I love albums I love music!!!
I write songs as a form of personal expression - to be honest it's the closest thing to a 'calling' I feel that I have. I started writing songs when I was maybe 15? As of January 2024 I have released an album and several separate singles under the stage name Florid. I have another album in the works but it's all on me to actually finish it and I'm feeling in general a bit in over my head with it. Being an artist is hard :/. I'd definitely like to share more about my songs on this site!!
I am an atheist and have been since I deconverted from Christianity (which I was indoctrinated into by my parents) when I was 19 during the pandemic lockdown. Right now I'm in my really angry Reddit Atheist phase which I'm sure will eventually die down, but currently I'm really passionate about dismantling religion, specifically Christianity. I may end up writing a lot about why I believe Christianity is false on here and I'm sorry if it is upsetting to anyone who reads this. Even when I disagree with people I try to be as respectful and empathetic as possible, as I don't want to be mean. Being mean sucks.
I try to be as open-minded as possible but obviously as a human being this has its limitations. I'm still learning and growing and trying to question everything around me etc. etc. We're all still learning and growing!!!